Struggling

Sat 3rd March: TGF mobile phones and bubble baths. Although not necessarily together as potentially a really bad idea.

Sun 4th March: TGF...really struggling. Well no, technically there is lots from today to thank God for, like unexpected dinner invitations, taking 25 mins to eat a Galaxy Egg, bringing God glory through playing drums even though I thought I was awful, getting the bridge in O Happy Day right (finally!), having finally conquered Ironing Mountain etc etc. I just am finding it very very difficult to feel like thankng God right now. Want to scream about how life is too hard and not fair instead. Still, God knows what is in my head and in my heart.