Thursday, February 04, 2010

Rips my heart out

Am absolutely gutted that I'm not part of the Music Team at Emmanuel anymore. I really can't believe that this is what God wants. I'm so ready to give up even believing he is there. Have suffered too much at the hands of Christians to believe in a loving God.

Poster on my wall says "I know the plans I have for you says the Lord. They are plans for good and not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope"

Absolutely no indication from my life that that verse is true.

1 comment:

Sig said...

Hey, what happened? Why no longer a part?