2009

Thank God that this year is nearly over.

Unfortunately though I have run out of faith and hope that the next year will be any better.

Does God really keep his promises?

Norwich

TGF the lovely day in Hemsby. TGF the lights in Holt. TGF not fighting with my brother. TGF just managing to keep busy and not cry in front of anyone. TGF the generous presents to whatever charity I decide on. TGF getting there safely on the old wheel.

My best Christmas present

TGF the hug on Christmas day.

The baby

TGF loving us enough to give us his little boy... to show him the very worst of human nature and to cause him more suffering than most can imagine. I'm sorry Dad for how badly we treated your son.
TGF forgiving us and giving us a way back to him.

TGF snow on the ground. TGF Pete G, an ex pupil.. now 19 and training to be Pastor Pete. Please bless him. TGF a certain organist making me laugh.

TGF hope that one day there will be light that breaks through the darkness.

Tell people

TGF getting a reply from Rev Nick. TGF having my own drum kit to go worship God with. Sorry neighbours.

Baa

TGF my film playing ok on the dodgy PC at church.

I'm still choosing to worship.. but I'm too sad to feel like I'm really celebrating what should be the best time of the year. It hurts so much that I'm not involved. Everything hurts so much.

How much longer God?

Things that work straight out of the box

TGF my new scanner.. that appears to work fantastically.. and will make some upcoming horrid jobs a whole lot quicker and easier.