Thurs 24th May: TGF Wests chocolate chunk cheesecake. TGF Auties that kick ass on countdown.

Fri 25th May: TGF Star Wars (Happy 30th Birthday) TGF finding me a place to sleep (trusting Him really worked, he got me a top bunk in an empty hostel room, with a stream of Harleys going by the window.

Sat 26th May: TGF Toni and Andy. I hope he blesses them and they have a very happy (if untidy) life together. TGF crazy Irish priests.. he was funny!

Sun 27th May: TGF Frankie. My baby died today. He was all curled up happily asleep in his nest though, so I guess its ok. Still sad though. TGF John who was wonderful and made everything good for me when I got home.


Mon 28th May: TGF a week with friends to look forward to in Bonsall. Even if it is raining.

Alpha Beta..

Tues 22nd May: TGF every hug. TGF feeling peaceful after getting stressed out.

Wed 23rd May: TGF sun. TGF reading in coffee shops. TGF my best throwing out session ever. TGF Wests Brownies. TGF the powerpoint working. TGF how he keeps me calm when I really want to scream at people for messing me around.

Context

Sunday 20th May: TGF the time and place in which I live. TGF the bravery and honesty of a woman called Jenny.

Monday 21st May: TGF MSN. TGF Him being with the people you love when you can't be there. TGF Alison's yummy chocolate cake.

D'oh! behind again

Wed 16th May: TGF how God keeps a lid on my anger and hurt until its safe to let it out (this means I don't scream or cry in front of sly nasty kids and their parents). TGF Jono's way of dealing with kids that are mean to me. TGF having a safe place to go at the end of the day where I feel loved.

Thurs 17th May: TGF European Citizenship lessons that really engage the kids and open their eyes to some of the injustice in the world.

Friday 18th May: TGF playing games with friends. TGF friends that overcome their fears because they know something is important to me. TGF potato waffles. TGF having a good rant with someone who understands.

Sat 19th May: TGF couples/friends that really love each other. TGF lego and fishing supplements when I needed to phase out of the conversation. TGF long chats at the gym. TGF Singstar 80s!!!!! (me and Em nearly wet ourselves!)

Sun 20th May: TGF Delirious? and their songs.....Your grace has found me JUST AS I AM.

Doink

Tues 15th May: TGF being cosy inside watching Star Wars with a wonderful friend, while outside the rain came down. TGF the genius of Aardman Animations (Peter Lord is sooooo funny, in a not meaning to be kind of way).

lots to tgf

Thurs 10th May: TGF having fun in lessons today. TGF the 'justice' he let me have over the boy who on Wednesday made one of the most horrible comments to me ever...playing stool ball I bowled him out second ball...twice!

Fri 11th May: TGF friday treats taken to the extreme! jam scones and clotted cream at break followed by chips at the pub for lunch. TGF back pockets in trousers.

Sat 12th May: TGF hoods...with all mod cons! and TGF well travelled sweets.

Sun 13th May: TGF best buddies looking after me when my back hurt sooooo much. TGF my back hurting less when I had to do stuff at church. TGF the drumming that came from him in the hymn that had been awful in practice.

Mon 14th May: TGF smells.

hugs

Wed 9th May: TGF friends that just hold you tight while you cry on their shoulder. TGF friends that will be behind you when life gets tough. TGF time out on your own.

my hero

Tues 8th May: TGF John. TGF how he makes me laugh (even if normally its cos he is being incredibly mean to me). TGF how he is wise, and can explain stuff to me. TGF how he helps me know its not just me sometimes! I hope God gives him a hug sometimes, cos I don't think its allowed for me anymore.

Overtaking manouvres (with sound effects)

Sat May 5th: TGF the way He takes away our pride and anger and helps us to know when we just need to be there for each other.

Sun May 6th: TGF John..my bike fixing hero! TGF John explaining to me that maybe its not God and his twisted sense of humour that makes it so hard for me to do 'good things' like go to church and sponsored bike rides...but someone else trying to stop me doing God stuff. TGF mature, sensible teachers...who stuff peanuts up my nose!

Mon May 7th: TGF getting us all safely round our Tanzania bike ride (although Ben got close!) TGF holding my bike together...with the aid of a couple of bolts! TGF how much fun we had. TGF how a smile can keep you going.

May the Fourth be with you!!!!

Fri May 4th: TGF STAR WARS!!!!!

not mine but...

Thurs 3rd May: TGF wing mirrors (Alison's TGF really, but I thought I would include it anyway). TGF how nice my shaved head feels. TGF Emily Pankhurst and all the other women that fought for my right to vote. TGF strength from God.

keeping up

Wednesday May 2nd: TGF mates who are calm and forgiving when you lose the plot in front of them. TGF magic tricks.....Bunch of flowers! TGF bananas and custard.

Prochain

Tues 1st May: TGF 11 hours and interesting discoveries.