Monday, August 17, 2015

Speed

TGF opening up Gladis on the wooshy hill. 

TGF getting even a few things scanned and recycled. A small start, but a start nonetheless. 

TGF hugs from Dad 2

Just please...

Father. Please. I just want to be important to just one person. 
Just please send me just one person. Someone with an actual, real heart. 
Please. 
You filled me with love. 
It's killing me. 

Please. Just someone that wants me to care about them. 

Sunday, August 16, 2015

Tired out

TGF having enough fleece blankets etc in bumble to keep warm through a very cold night. 
TGF getting picked up by Bear
TGF it being the last Sunday shift
TGF a much needed bath
TGF being able to try to help my favorite person. Praying hard that neither of us have arthritis and God will heal us both of painful joints and creaks and cracks

Parkrun Win

TGF being really good at running downhill ( and winning my first Parkrun... First female, ninth overall).
TGF post run banjos and naps, even if mean people take photos
TGF being cosy with a book in Bumble

Need to change

Don't really want to TGF, apart from cosy Bumble. I really want to ask God why he created me like this. Why the hell did he put me in a girl's body? Why did he make me so I'd never be good enough for anyone to love me? Why did he give me a heart? 

Friday, August 14, 2015

Too good for me

Actually feeling too blessed and worried that something horrible is going to happen as a result but...

TGF dancing in the boot cage to cheesey tunes in the iPod in a little world of my own 

TGF sam and all his wisdom and patience sorting out my bike

TGF my new bike!!! It's awesome. Far too good for me. Way better a bike than I ever dreamed of. Slightly concerned about paying for it...so praying insurance comes through! 

TGF getting phone sorted with little fuss... Nice guy in 3 shop. 

TGF managing to get tasks done instead of falling asleep

TGF time with Rachel. Not following what we were watching at all, but properly laughing at the brilliant put downs.. Bum face... Frosty knickers... The one we can't quite remember about punting from the Cambridge end. 

Thursday, August 13, 2015

Word of the Day said...

To be grateful for three things each day. So let's start the TGF Blog again. 
Today's first one is that they have made an App for Blogger, so I can now do this easily from iPad and phone. 

Yesterday's...
TGF all my army kit - that I have everything I need, that I got it all (nearly) sorted last night, and for all the help my Mum gave me before my first annual camp three years ago. 

TGF my new phone - even though I can't get the sim working the phone is awesome and I can still message my favourite person and that the old phone still works so it was the kick up the bum to sort the upgrade, but not a complete nightmare. 

TGF my friend Tim - that we are still there for each other and can still encourage each other and that he is exercising again and feeling happier